Silly girl

I'm not really sure what I expected the second time around but let me tell you, I am a silly girl.  All that extra time I had with my daughter has vanished.  Poof!  Like a magic act, except no one is going to magically bring it back.

Where do people find the time???

I have been trying to do things in my life a little differently however creating new habits is hard.  Changing schedules is hard.  Finding time is hard.  However I am trying to not let any of those things discourage me.  There are so many times where I have just wanted to give up this "trying something new" thing.

Sometimes I find that being a mom, having a full time job and dealing with regular home duties I get lost in the shuffle of doing the motion of things without ever really thinking about what I am doing a why.  There are so many days that have gone by that have no significant impact on my brain that they are just dust in the wind.  It is way too easy to just let time pass by.  Then again it is hard to find the time.  Wow!  This is like an endless loop of frustration.  

I know that there are things that I have been worrying about so much more than I need to.  Sometimes it is so easy to get lost in the details of a project rather than actually looking at the big picture... but then sometimes it's way too overwhelming to look at the whole picture.  Each day I have to try my best to find the balance between the two.

The struggle.  

Goal: Try to work towards this new journey for at least 30 minutes per day.